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We pound our fist in the face of fear.

Tue Jul 14, 2009, 7:38 PM
  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: Child in Time ~ Deep Purple
  • Reading: Huckleberry Finn ~ Mark Twain
  • Watching: the sun as it crawls across the final time.
[ ] Acarophobia - Fear of itching or of the insects that cause itching.
[x] Aeroarcophobia - Fear of open high spaces.
[ ] Acrophobia - Fear of heights.
[x] Agateophobia - Fear of insanity.
[x] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness
[XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX] Agraphobia - Fear of sexual abuse.
[ ] Agliophobia - Fear of pain.
[] Amnesiphobia - Fear of amnesia.
[ ] Astrophobia - Fear of stars or celestial space.
[x] Automantonophobia - Fear of ventriloquist's dummies, animatronic creatures, wax statues, or anything that falsely represents a sentient being.
[x] Athazagoraphobia - Fear of being forgotten or ignored or forgetting.
[ ] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds.
[ ] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects.
[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
[x] Androphobia - Fear of men.
[x] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking.
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.
[x] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.
[x] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched.
[ ] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders.
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.
[ ] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightning.
[ ] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness.
[ ] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.
[x] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
[X] Autophobia - Fear of being alone.

B
[ ]Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.
[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity.
[x] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep slopes
[ ] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.
[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books.
[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants.

C
[ ] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.
[ ] Cainophobia - Fear of newness, novelty.
[ ] Cardiophobia- Fear of the heart.
[ ] Chaetophobia- Fear of hair.
[ ] Chorophobia- Fear of dancing.
[ ] Chronophobia- Fear of time.
[ ] Coimetrophobia- Fear of cemeteries.
[x] Catagelophobia - Fear of being ridiculed publicly.
[ ] Cypridophobia - Fear of prostitutes or venereal disease.
[ ] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors.
[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow.
[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors.
[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks
[x] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces.
[x] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers.
[x] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs.

D
[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
[ ] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists.
[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses.
[ ] Decidophobia- Fear of making decisions.
[ ] Diplophobia- Fear of double vision.
[ ] Doxophobia- Fear of expressing opinions or of receiving praise.
[ ] Dystychiphobia- Fear of accidents.


E
[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of the home.
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats.
[ ] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers.
[ ] Equinophobia - Fear of horses.
[x] Ecclesiophobia- Fear of church.
[ ] Eleutherophobia- Fear of freedom.
[ ] Epistemophobia- Fear of knowledge.
[x] Eremophobia- Fear of being oneself or of loneliness.
[ ] Erotophobia- Fear of sexual love or sexual questions.

F
[ ] Febriphobia - Fear of fever.

G
[x] Gamophobia - Fear of marriage.
[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees.
[ ] Genophobia- Fear of sex.
[ ] Gerontophobia- Fear of old people or of growing old.
[ ] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public.
[ ] Gynophobia - Fear of women.
[ ] Graphophobia- Fear of writing or handwriting.
[ ] Gymnophobia- Fear of nudity.

H
[ ] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun.
[ ] Hemophobia - Fear of blood.
[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles.
[ ] Hydrophobia - Fear of water
[ ] Hedonophobia- Fear of feeling pleasure.
[ ] Hellenologophobia- Fear of Greek terms or complex scientific terminology.
[ ] Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia- Fear of the number 666.
[ ] Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia- Fear of long words. (LOL)
[ ] Hylephobia- Fear of materialism or the fear of epilepsy.
[x] Hypengyophobia - Fear of responsibility.

I
[ ] Iatrophobia - Fear of doctors.
[ ] Insectophobia - Fear of insects.
[ ] Ideophobia- Fear of ideas.
[x] Ithyphallophobia- Fear of seeing, thinking about or having an erect penis.

J
[ ] Japanophobia- Fear of Japanese.
[ ] Judeophobia- Fear of Jews.

K
[ ] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.
[x] Kakorrhaphiophobia- Fear of failure or defeat.
[x] Kenophobia- Fear of voids or empty spaces.
[ ] Kopophobia- Fear of fatigue.
[ ] Kosmikophobia- Fear of cosmic phenomenon.

L
[ ] Leukophobia - Fear of the color white.
[ ] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
[x] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth.
[ ] Linonophobia- Fear of string.
[ ] Logophobia- Fear of words.
[ ] Luiphobia- Fear of lues, syphilis.

M
[ ] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking.
[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black.
[ ] Microphobia - Fear of small things.
[ ] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs.
[ ] Macrophobia- Fear of long waits.
[ ] Malaxophobia- Fear of love play.
[ ] Mastigophobia- Fear of punishment.
[x] Medorthophobia- Fear of an erect penis.
[ ] Melophobia- Fear or hatred of music.
[ ] Meningitophobia- Fear of brain disease.
[ ] Metathesiophobia- Fear of changes.
[ ] Metrophobia- Fear or hatred of poetry.
[ ] Mnemophobia- Fear of memories.
[ ] Monopathophobia- Fear of definite disease.
[ ] Mythophobia- Fear of myths or stories or false statements.

N
[ ] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things.
[ ] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night.
[ ] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals.
[ ] Neopharmaphobia- Fear of new drugs.
[ ] Nephophobia- Fear of clouds.
[ ] Nyctohylophobia- Fear of dark wooded areas or of forests at night.

O
[x] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight.
[ ] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.
[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain.
[ ] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes.
[ ] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds.
[ ] Odontophobia- Fear of teeth or dental surgery.
[ ] Oneirophobia- Fear of dreams.
[x] Ophthalmophobia- Fear of being stared at.
[ ] Ouranophobia - Fear of heaven.

P
[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper.
[ ] Parastitaphobia - Fear of Parasites.
[ ] Pathophobia - Fear of disease.
[ ] Pedophobia - Fear of children.
[x] Philophobia - Fear of love.
[ ] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid.
[ ] Podophobia - Fear of feet.
[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple.
[ ] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns.
[ ] Pteromerhanophobia - fear of flying
[ ] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire.
[ ] Pantophobia- Fear of everything.
[ ] Parthenophobia- Fear of virgins or young girls.
[ ] Paraskavedekatriaphobia- Fear of Friday the 13th
[ ] Patroiophobia- Fear of heredity.
[ ] Peladophobia- Fear of bald people.
[ ] Pharmacophobia- Fear of taking medicine
[x?] Philematophobia- Fear of kissing.
[ ] Phronemophobia- Fear of thinking.
[ ] Phonophobia- Fear of noises or voices or one's own voice; of telephones.
[ ] Pneumatiphobia- Fear of spirits.
[ ] Proctophobia- Fear of rectums.
[ ] Psellismophobia- Fear of stuttering.
[ ] Psychophobia- Fear of mind.
[x] Pupaphobia - Fear of puppets.

R
[ ] Rhabdophobia- Fear of being severely punished or beaten by a rod, or of being severely criticized.
[ ] Rhytiphobia- Fear of getting wrinkles.
[ ] Rhypophobia- Fear of defecation.

S
[ ] Scolionophobia - Fear of school.
[ ] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon.
[ ] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation.
[ ] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep.
[ ] Samhainophobia - Fear of Halloween.
[ ] Sciophobia Sciaphobia- Fear of shadows.
[ ] Scotomaphobia- Fear of blindness in visual field.
[ ] Siderophobia- Fear of stars.
[ ] Sophophobia- Fear of learning.
[ ] Staurophobia- Fear of crosses or the crucifix.
[ ] Symbolophobia- Fear of symbolism.

T
[ ] Tachophobia - Fear of speed.
[ ] Technophobia - Fear of technology.
[ ] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder.
[ ] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections.
[ ] Thalassophobia- Fear of the sea.
[ ] Tocophobia- Fear of pregnancy or childbirth.
[ ] Triskaidekaphobia- Fear of the number 13.

V-Z
[ ] Urophobia - Fear of urine or urinating.
[ ] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women.
[ ] Verminophobia - Fear of germs.
[XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX] Virginitiphobia- Fear of rape.
[ ] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft.
[ ] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers.
[ ] Xyrophobia-Fear of razors.
[ ] Xenoglossophobia- Fear of foreign languages.
[ ] Zelophobia- Fear of jealousy.
[ ] Zoophobia - Fear of animals.


A
- Available: To chat? Why, yes.
- Age: 15.
- Annoying: No, I just happen to talk a lot about strange things.
- Allergic: Unfortunately, to cats.
- Animal: Chickadees, foxes, wolves, spiders, cats
- Actor: Can't think of any in particular.

B
- Beer: No. I hate it all.
- Birthday/Birthplace: Mineola, New York, August 2nd 1993
- Best Friends: Igor, Laura, Bri, Gaby, etc.
- Body Part on preferred sex: I changed it from opposite because :iconbisexualplz:. I like eyes, though. And silhouettes.
- Best feeling in the world: Cuddling.
- Blind or Deaf: Blind. Hey, Ray Charles and Stevie Wonder did it!
- Best weather: Overcast and grey.
- Been in Love: I think so.
- Been bitched out?: Wait, what?
- Been on stage?: YES!
- Believe in yourself?: Not always.
- Believe in life on other planets: Not significant life, but maybe bacteria.
- Believe in miracles: A little.
- Believe in Magic: No.
- Believe in God: As much as I want to say no, Yahweh is watching me and he scares me. I believe in Nature, though.
- Believe in Satan: No. He's just a personification of what we can't control, made up by the Church in the Dark Ages to get more money for their greedy Pope.
- Believe in Santa: No.
- Believe in ghosts/spirits: Yes.
- Believe in Evolution: Yes.

C

- Car: I have none.
- Candy: Reeses.
- Color: Blood red.
- Cried in school: Not very often :D
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Either. But I guess vanilla a bit more.
- Chinese/Mexican food: Chinese.
- Cake or pie: Cake.
- Countries to visit: I wanna go EVERYWHERE.
- Clothing Style: Jeans, T-Shirt, sneakers. Boom. Colour-wise, aside from jeans, I'm going through a White Stripes phase :D
- Characteristics: Awkward, Sweet, Loyal, Stubborn, Lazy, Devoted.

D
- Day or Night: Night.
- Dream vehicle: Bentley Convertible.
- Danced: Not well, but yeah.
- Dance in the rain?: Yup. I danced and sang and laughed and choked ALL AT ONCE. WIN
- Dance in the middle of the street?: Um....
- Do the splits?: NO.

E
- Eggs: I has them in my vaj, yes.
- Eyes: Dark Brown.
- Everyone has: the right to fall in love.
- Ever failed a class?: No.

F
- First crush: Two kids in my preschool class.
- Full name: Jennifer Orfilia Gruber.
- First thoughts waking up: "Fine, I'll get the phone."
- Food: Yes, I enjoy eating it.

G
- Greatest Fear: Being raped.
- Giver or taker: I will not lie. I'm a taker.
- Goals: Be a musician, fix all the crap in my head.
- Gum: Juicy Fruit.
- Get along with your parents?: Yes :D
- Good luck charms: My Goddess pentacle and Love Spider, even though I don't believe in luck. If I want something, I go for it.

H
- Hair Color: Dark Brown.
- Height: 5’3”
- Happy: I'm feelin' glad, I got sunshine in a bag. I'm useless, but not for long. The future is coming on, it's coming on, it's coming on...
- Holidays: My favourite is Christmas. Okay, I like the gifts part, but all of my family gets together, and for whatever reason, I'm always happier.
- How do you want to die: But sir, I don't want to. I guess if at all, the typical Hollywood way of dying in someone's arms. With no regrets, of course.
- Health freak?: Nah. I'm pretty healthy anyway without obsessing. Luckily for me, I know about moderation and I actually LIKE lots of healthy foods.
- Hate: Not much. Hate is a waste.

I
- Ice Cream: Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough. :D
- Instrument: Guitar and Vocals. Neither of them are that good, but hey.

J
- Jewelry: I actually like more abstract or vintage jewelry, especially if it's symbolic. I always wear my aunt's bracelet and my rainbow bracelet, my Goddess Pentacle, and either my Love Spider (named because it hangs near my boobalaz, and only someone I love will ever see that spider) or my blue pentacle. I just can't wear the blue pentacle to sleep or someone will die in my dream.
- Job: Student, self-taught guitarist. Oh, and I'm secretly Scott Weiland.

K
- Kids: I'd like a little girl in the future.
- Kickboxing or karate: I'm into peace. And I'm just a weakling.
- Keep a journal?: Yeah, and I need to write in it more.

L
- Longest Car Ride: 8 hours to Gainesville, I think.
- Love: Should exist without regard for gender.
- Letter: O. Because it's my middle name and so many nice things are O-shaped.
- Laughed so hard you cried: Yup.
- Love at first sight: I don't believe in it. I believe in strong attraction or lust, but LOVE takes time. Hell, I don't know if I even believe in LOVE.

M
- Milk flavor: Regular or Very Vanilla Soy Milk.
- Movie: Napoleon Dynamite.
- Mooned anyone?: NO.
- Marriage: Based on how this country is going, there's a 55% chance that I won't even be allowed to marry the one I love. Either way, I can't see myself doing any ceremony.
- Motion sickness?: Never.
- McD’s or BK: BK.

N
- Number of Siblings: 1
- Number of Piercing: One in each ear. But I want a labret someday. Like Kirk. Or Otep (:heart:)
- Number: 23 or 207.

O
- Overused: Any curse word, any song lyricm and the phrase "That's unfortunate."
- One wish: I don't wish. I work for things. I'm too logical to wish, anyway. But if anything, I wish for the strength to get those things.
- One phobia: Agraphobia (fear of sexual abuse)
- Orientation: Two-Spirt ([link])
Or to make things simpler, bisexual.

P
- Place you’d like to live: Anywhere I roam. But I hear San Francisco would be well-suited. There's a Chinatown, a little Japan, hippies, The Bay Area Thrash Scene, Castro Street and the Gay Capital of the US... Sounds right to me.
- Pepsi/Coke: Coke.

Q
- Quail: QUAIL. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SHIT.
SERIOUSLY.
You can be as creative as you want and you give me fucking QUAIL.
This is fucking bullshit.
- Questionnaires: Um, yes. I do them because I have no life.

R
- Reason to cry: I have none right now.
- Reality T.V.: Only if it's on Bravo!, because Top Chef is my favourite show.
- Radio Station: 93.1, even if they repeat.
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: Um...

S
- Song: I've been thinking, and it might not be Loverman. So...
1. The Call of Ktulu ~ Metallica
2. The Widow ~ The Mars Volta
3. Still Remains ~ Stone Temple Pilots.
- Sushi: I love California rolls...
- Skipped school: Actually, no.
- Slept outside: Not yet.
- Seen a dead body?: My great-grandmother. That was weird.
- Smoked?: NO.
- Skinny dipped?: I take baths... does that count? Eh, maybe some day.
- Shower daily?: Try to.
- Sing well?: I try. And some people say I do. But hey, I just nead to practice.
- In the shower?: All the time, aside from when I'm paranoid because of certain stories I've read... ^////^
- Swear?: Fuckin' shit yes!
- Stuffed Animals?: Diamond, my stuffed leopard. I've also got Jack and Sally, a squirrel, a stupid French gorilla, and a Gengar, too.
- Single/Group dates: Dating sucks.
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Both.
- Scientists need to invent: lots of things, who am I to name one?.

T
- Time for bed: Way too late.
- Thunderstorms: I enjoy them.
- Touch your tongue to your nose?: Nah, I can't.

U
- Unpredictable: I guess.
- Under the influence?: Never.
- Understanding?: I try to.

V
- Vegetable you hate: Mushrooms.
- Vegetable you love: ALl the others.
- Vacation spot: Anywhere in New York.

W
- Weakness: Blue eyes, Asian women, tender moments, little girls (in a non-pedophile way).
- When you grow up: No. I'm not growing up.
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: Bri?
- Who makes you laugh the most: They all do.
- Worst feeling: Knowing it was a waste.
- Wanted to be a model?: Or something famous.
- Where do we go when we die: Nowhere.
- Worst weather: Sunshowers.
- Walk with a book on your head?: Yep!


X
- X-Rays: I’ve had a bunch.

Y
-Year it is now: 2009.
-Yellow: A very sweet song by Coldplay. And colourwise, tolerable.

Z
- Zoo animal: Wolves.
- Zodiac sign: Either a Leo or a Water Rooster, depending on your zodiac.

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Dying through the universe
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: I'm small. Let's go with that.
  • Print preference: something with Daron or James on it?
  • Interests: Music, art, spirituality, Asian culture, LGBT rights
  • Favourite movie: Napoleon Dynamite, NBC, Pan's Labyrinth, and Spirited Away
  • Favourite band or musician: Metallica, SoaD, STP, NIN, RAtM, RHCP, Gorillaz, Pink Floyd, The Mars Volta, Voivod, Land of Talk...
  • Favourite genre of music: I just don't like screamo, crunkcore, superdeath metal, or gangsta rap.
  • Favourite artist: Alex Grey, Jamie Hewlett, Trina Schart Hyman
  • Favourite poet or writer: Serj Tankian, Zack De La Rocha, George Orwell, Kynzee Marsland, Trinny, Shel Silverstein
  • Favourite photographer: Greg WatermaNN, Ross Halfin, and my dad
  • Favourite style of art: abstract, surreal, realistic, religious, musically-inspired
  • Operating System: Windows
  • MP3 player of choice: A really bad 8Gig iPod.
  • Shell of choice: the body once the soul has left. Then the body's an empty shell.
  • Wallpaper of choice: anything of my bands!
  • Skin of choice: Daron Malakian's skin. Or James'.
  • Favourite game: Tales of Symphonia, Guitar Hero stuff, Rock Band
  • Favourite gaming platform: Any compatible with the above
  • Favourite cartoon character: Gorillaz, Chowder, Flapjack, L, my OCs
  • Personal Quote: "Love is control; I'll die if I let go."
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil and scrap paper. I jot down story ideas in my phone.

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Thanks for the :+fav: !

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Thanks for the :+fav:!
hello there, you got some weird phobias O_o

well anyway, thanx for faving my picture, it means a lot ^_^

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>: It's not my fault I'm paranoid.

But sure, no problem.

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I need someone who will let me bury the key to my heart in them, because I don't want it anymore.

Metallica + SoaD = :heart:
Hey Aki. Thanks for the help with the avie <_<. Things aren't as easy as I thought around here.

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